Day One

Last night when I decided to start this blog it was because I was having a really hard time dealing with my emotions inside. I thought it would be a great idea for me mentally to be able to write all my thoughts down. Why on a blog? Because maybe I will be able to find people (women and men alike) who are experiencing what I am currently going through. Perhaps they have insight, or can feel like they are not the only people going through such a tough situation.

I've always had a problem, or a way of looking towards the future and not enjoying the present. But of course it is hard not to look towards the future when the future is with the person who you plan on seeing all of your future with. I wonder how I am suppose to not look towards the future. How do you enjoy a time (never mind a hundred of times strung together) without the person who you love experiencing those times with you? That's open to anyone... I'd like to know how others cope and handle the difficult times that coincide with having a loved one more than a short car ride away.

"thoughts of you warm my bones" - Ocean and a Rock by Lisa Hannigan

More later... I have a great song list that I am going to add on here soon